I never relise how much of a cow i am. i am a bitch. a complete bitch, i’m weak, i’m immerture and i’m selfish.
So today would have been a good day, but a while back i did something mean, i joined in on a stupid joke with some other girls and it turned into a bitchy thing about another girl, not just another other girl though… she is my other half, the only friend who understands me, as if she were me. but today i knew from the start there was something wrong and that she was being off with me. i kept on asking but she would give me this mad smile and i would think she was just joking with me. but as the day went on i relased that something was wrong. she kept doing certain things like she was implying i had done something bad but i couldn’t think what, but then it turns out i had done soemthing wrong, i had joined in, made fun out of her and i feel awful, but the reason why i feel so awful i that she is actually perfect, im not like some lesbo or anything but yano youll always get a friend who yu think the world of in everyway, well thats her to me, and now i’ve lost her because she thinks i hate her and shje thinks in think she is ugly- well she is the OPPOSITE. 5’11, blonde hair, blue eyes, she was born a model, and even worse she thinks i just say that because im trying to win back her as a friend, but i do think that:( i know she won’t properly forgive me ever, because i know if someone sed what had been sed about her, about me , i would find it hard to forgive them:(
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